energy rises
like heat off a nebraska field
plowed, to bake beneath
a fireball
thermals, lifting the wings of raptors
and their eagle-eyes, far-seeing
like machines, steely-clear
and precise
but nothing here knows those bounds
all seems a waft of color and scent
cross-cut currents and deep-sea chop
here, we can know nothing, but that
there are no answers, here
nothing will yield to our meanings
not even for a heartbeat
not for an instant
not for ever
so i say yes to this boundlessness
yes and i do, forever
i will wed thee, existence
and only thee
for a whole can't be met fully
by parts
and i will be no less than whole for you
wholly you
holy you... ;-)
there is nothing i know more
yet can explain less
as it transcends surrender utterly
and because surrender contains its opposite
mere surrender cannot encompass what i know
surrender exponentiated, perhaps
surrender, and surrender some more
and more... unceasing
energy rises
like smoke from the council fire
yielding to all that is
and no more
the wind rakes the leaves
and there is no argument there
destruction
yields a vast foment of life
which, like bubble-skin expanding
must change each instant
to follow the curves of time
i know not where i go
nor where i have been
i can only weave bits of story-strands
this way and that
in patterns pleasing, some,
though others less
but all a shimmering web
strung with diamond-dew,
in this morning of all mornings
this one!
the only one i'll know...
so, this energy rises
it needs no name
it needs no completion
it is content to spindle out
to spend itself completely
abandoned to fate
in the infinite arms of the beloved
to dissolve, disincorporate
and coalesce again
and again
and again
just like god breathing
each inhale a becoming
each expression, an annihilation...
but who is this, breathing?
here with me in the shallows...
whose whorls are these, rising about me?
lifting my spirit beyond the sky
beyond the stars,
beyond all beginnings and endings?
i ask, pouring my heart to the void
but only silence returns
or perhaps, a distant echo of laughter
rolling across the wild prairie sod
'neath that golden hunter's moon
with her hungry eyes
as the clever coyote grins and skips away, away
a delightful tease, he has ever known
what grown men can't fathom
as cities rise and fall
and nations drum their legacies
unto the very heavens
ever seeking, but never finding
for there are no answers, here...