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this far shore

Posted on Aug 6th, 2009 by mary : untitled mary
already, the sand of memory shimmers
like mirage over a dream
of goddesses, fleeing the temple
running naked through the meadows
down to the sea
where they tumble as one
with the wind and the waves and the tide
and granite melts to magma pearls
where graced by dancing steps
and swinging hips
and swept by the silk of lush brown hair
cascading from bosom and belly
to the nether regions curling beyond the breakers
where a yellow surfboard catches the sun...

'tis the apex of love, upon the shoreline
this shoreline!
between exploding infinities
where helical imprints are held in potential
and reactivated by the action 
of nonbelief in a static locale --
a very delicate operation!
as slight deviations become major shifts
splashed into form
and one can slippy-slide down the wormholes 
into that mythic neverland 
from which nothing returns 
but ghostly laughter...

but never fear ;-)
the mother knows her own
and cradles her sons in bottomless splendor
even in their terrified dreaming
they are safe in her heart
ever suckling the milk of her mercy
even while denying the knowing of it
even fearing that deep nature within
and fearing the richness of succor
as they struggle for knightship in distant lands
where possibly somewhere, somewhen they hear 
as if teased into the wind
that should we come to know her
like a baby, first peering
afresh we would fall into love
and never emerge from the scent of it
long after the cord is knotted and cut
and we are cast like seeds upon the water
to wash upon the far shore
upon this far, far shore
beneath a brand new sun...
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thar she blows and up she rises!

Posted on Aug 23rd, 2009 by mary : untitled mary
 

not a splash of sound
not a glimmer, not a glimpse
no near-to-far, nor far-to-near
and yet
the wind whips the ancient pines
and combs the tall grass, down by the bay
as brash-faced gulls wheel over the dunes
heaped leeward and crowding the shore
where lovers lace hands, walking
bumping hips and laughing
through sun-creased lips, whispering 
forever now, forever now!
as they tumble down the wishing wells
of twin stars, darkly dreaming
and their footprints, commingling 
disappear…

yet nothing is seen
and nothing is heard
beyond the callous Word
that shields Mystery like a rock
like steel footings
like pinball pegs
for centuries standing, upholding
the common law
whopping all transgressors past the flippers
as Mind, a ricochet glancing
off the absolute unknown
a cue-ball, smacked
into deep corner pockets of certified meanings, worn
into deep neural grooves of prediction, worn 
into deep, blood-red felt, torn, 
for hope
and all the ill-fated dreaming
of happiness, here…

and mind, now rescued from
the full-tilt of freedom
is so glad to be home!
so loathe to brave the breakers
and the burly reefs of Life
which are too much! too much!
and too completely gone, beyond
this tense and prickly skin
we are whooshed unruly into creation
as nature breaches the vacuum
like a sperm whale breaches the surface
of all recorded time
riding every nuanced impulse with ease
oil-slicked and mirroring 
all the colors of sun…

thar she blows and up she rises! 
for the glory of breath
and this sweet morning light 
as lovers tangle
in a foment of desire
as the cue-ball cracks
on the shimmering sands of Love
in this great escape
and this eternal marriage 
of beginnings and endings
of dewy dawns to dusks
of hearts born to love
and to break like death, ever sliding
like white-capped waves, to their certain demise
beyond a dancing rim of fire…

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no answers here

Posted on Aug 25th, 2009 by mary : untitled mary
energy rises
like heat off a nebraska field
plowed, to bake beneath
a fireball
thermals, lifting the wings of raptors
and their eagle-eyes, far-seeing
like machines, steely-clear
and precise

but nothing here knows those bounds
all seems a waft of color and scent
cross-cut currents and deep-sea chop
here, we can know nothing, but that
there are no answers, here
nothing will yield to our meanings
not even for a heartbeat
not for an instant
not for ever

so i say yes to this boundlessness
yes and i do, forever
i will wed thee, existence
and only thee
for a whole can't be met fully
by parts
and i will be no less than whole for you
wholly you
holy you... ;-)

there is nothing i know more
yet can explain less
as it transcends surrender utterly
and because surrender contains its opposite
mere surrender cannot encompass what i know
surrender exponentiated, perhaps
surrender, and surrender some more
and more... unceasing

energy rises
like smoke from the council fire
yielding to all that is
and no more
the wind rakes the leaves
and there is no argument there
destruction
yields a vast foment of life
which, like bubble-skin expanding
must change each instant
to follow the curves of time

i know not where i go
nor where i have been
i can only weave bits of story-strands
this way and that
in patterns pleasing, some, 
though others less
but all a shimmering web
strung with diamond-dew, 
in this morning of all mornings
this one!
the only one i'll know...

so, this energy rises
it needs no name
it needs no completion
it is content to spindle out
to spend itself completely
abandoned to fate
in the infinite arms of the beloved
to dissolve, disincorporate
and coalesce again
and again
and again
just like god breathing
each inhale a becoming
each expression, an annihilation...

but who is this, breathing?
here with me in the shallows...
whose whorls are these, rising about me?
lifting my spirit beyond the sky
beyond the stars,
beyond all beginnings and endings?

i ask, pouring my heart to the void
but only silence returns
or perhaps, a distant echo of laughter
rolling across the wild prairie sod
'neath that golden hunter's moon
with her hungry eyes
as the clever coyote grins and skips away, away
a delightful tease, he has ever known
what grown men can't fathom
as cities rise and fall
and nations drum  their legacies
unto the very heavens
ever seeking, but never finding
for there are no answers, here...
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